Kaun tha Main....

Chakravyuh mein ghusne se pehle,
kaun tha mein aur kaisa tha,
yeh mujhe yaad hi na rahega.

Chakravyuh mein ghusne ke baad,
mere aur chakravyuh ke beech,
sirf ek jaanleva nikat’ta thi,
iska mujhe pata hi na chalega.

Chakravyuh se nikalne ke baad,
main mukt ho jaoon bhale hi,
phir bhi chakravyuh ki rachna mein
farq hi na padega.

Marun ya maarun,
maara jaoon ya jaan se maardun.
iska faisla kabhi na ho paayega.

Soya hua aadmi jab
neend se uthkar chalna shuru karta hai,
tab sapnon ka sansar use,
dobara dikh hi na paayega.

Us roshni mein jo nirnay ki roshni hai
sab kuchh s’maan hoga kya?

Ek palde mein napunsakta,
ek palde mein paurush,
aur theek taraazu ke kaante par
ardh satya.

Who was I, before I entered this maze,
Is not something that I will remember.

As I entered the war-maze,
there was only the life-threatening
closeness between the enemy and me.
Even this, I will not realize.

After getting out of the maze
Even if I earn my freedom,
The maze by itself, will not change. Unaltered.

To die or to kill,
To be killed, or to take someone’s life,
Even this will not be decided.

As a man wakes from his sleep,
and starts to walk, he can never
again, see the world of his dreams.

In this light, the light of choices,
Will all be equal?


Impotence on one side,
Manhood on the other,
And in the centre,
(tipping the scale) is the

Half-Truth.


Keep the questions alive

-- Kalingaa...

My Dear Darkness

Am I going into the darkness or coming toward light?

I feel a halo around the future which gives a illusion. The illusion which can be so dangerous that I will be in a hell of darkness from being a torch bearer. I want to be in the light but now afraid of the flames coming from the torch....

I am willing to sacrifice my fear if the world is willing to let me choose my dear :)

-- Keep fighting
-- Kalingaa...

Kuch Afsaane Likhe

kuch mohabbat ke fasanay likhay,


kuch naay aur puranay likhay....

yaadon ka ek silsila likha,

khwab saray woh suhanay likhay....


hum nay ek mohabbat ki raat likhi,

aur kuch guzray zamanay likhay....

marmari banhon ko apna lika,

aur phir in kay nazranay likhay....


unki zulfon ko ghata sa likha,

saaye phir uss kay suhanay likhay....

khud ko phir unka Mussawir likha,

khwab phir kiya kiya najanay likhay....


kabhi kore kagaz pe salvatein likhi,

kabhi teri yaad main zamane likhay....


Keep Smiling
-- kalingaa...

Remember Good Times, Forget the bad ones ....

Always Have A Dream


Forget about the days when it is cloudy,

But don't forget your hours in the sun.

Forget about the times you've been defeated,

But don't forget the victories you've won.


Forget about the mistakes that you can't change now,

But don't forget the lessons.

Forget about the misfortunes you've encountered,

But don't forget the times your luck has turned.


Forget about the days when you have been lonely,

But don't forget the friendly smiles you've seen.

Forget about the plans that didn't seem to work out right,

But don't forget to always have a dream....

Keep the dreams blossoming
-- Kalingaa...